WHY IS THE WORLD AGAINST ME?

Things haven't been going well for me throughout my entire f****** life. First, I don't have any friends, like, at all. Second, my vision is bad and nothing I do can fix it. Third, my parents don't give a s*** about any of my problems. Nothing I do makes anything better, no matter how hard I try, it only makes it worse. And I see everyone else around me living so much f****** better than me. It's like, I can't have the good stuff everyone NEEDS (or wants), I can only have things go badly for me. No one else cares. Why is the world agaInst me? Why is the world intent on making me suffer when EVERYONE ELSE doesn't (or at least, on a way lower degree than me)? What the f*** did I do wrong that makes God believe that I'm worthy of suffering the most, but not enough to have someone help me? WHAT DID I DO WRONG? Someone please answer